Well, I´m now a little over two months in my new job and it doesn´t work well. I´m not good in that work. I´m making too many mistakes. Last week my bosses have given me four more weeks to get things going or I´ll be going, one week is over and I didn´t make much of a progress. I´m afraid I have to go to the job office again soon. That would be anouther job I screwed up. I don´t get it. Why can´t I keep a steady job? I suck in the work I can earn money with and in the work I´m good in and which is fun for me (Drawing comics and writing articles) I can´t live off. It makes me feel like a total useless loser. *Sighs* I still haven´t give up the hope that I´ll find the work that I´m good in and in which I also earn some money.